Friday frozen

Hi pals,
You might not find this posting in line with the others i've done over the past months but, oh well, i still love you all.
Anyhow, i am now on a mission. I have been reading and praying lots. It has been greatlearning and growing in that way. I have learned lots about the Lord. Plus, i have come to understand His love and depth on the Salvation message. In some ways, I can hardly believe how it all works, because we are so spoiled by being able to walk in the Message(gospel). It really doesn't seem fair to know the truth, but i guess there will always be stuff we won't understand.
Take for example my cancer situation. I would love to tell you why this is happening in my life but, i just don't know. But i do know that God loves me and still is vitally interested in my life. I hope you know that the Lord is vitally interested in your life as well. That is one beautiful thing about the Gospel message. Jesus is desiring a relationship with each one of us and that is so awesome.
When i pray, i know that everything is ok. Why, because Jesus in involved in my life. He cares more than anyone in my life. That's why i am going to let you know right now that i am on a mission to find out where He wants to meet me. Ya, i really feel strongly that i am suppose to go on a mission to meet with JESUS really meet with Him in a real way. So, is there anyone out there who is feeling led to point me in the right direction to get me started on this part of the journey? Come on, you shouldn't keep secrets. I am so pumped and excited about this part of the journey. i sure hope you are blessed and excited about the journey you are on. If you are struggling right now, i would sure love to talk with you and encourage you in some way.
Well, bye for now,
Tim